unKown

there are so many unknowns in life. i've planned 2 go travel after finish' my study life from univeristy, it's a big & memoriable step 4 me,so i guess that i hv 2 do somethg special b4 d graduation ceremony & start' my working life. many of my frens had oredy chosen d place they wana go & even booked d air ticket, accomodation etc. me?i plan 2 go Russia, my 1st step 2 europe country, it's like my dream cm true if i gt d chance2 step on dat land. but my plan jz nvr gone my way, nt as wat i planned, over & over again, i gv up on dis trip. there r 2 many thgs i nid 2 bother & concern about. it's not like i wana go,i can go,i vil go....mine is nt dat easy. after few twist & turn, i stil dun hv d conclusion, nobody can gv me d answer, can i go?hw can i go?when shud i go? so many unknownss, stimes i jz feel tired2 thk about all those thg, i wana mk my life simple, if dis way is nt mine,i'll tk another route, dat's it.....i guess there's a big & huge possibility that i hv 2 postpone my "dream-come-true"....for better or worse , im prepared.