weird feeling

well, i jz fin a quiz dis afternoon, duwana talk much bout it, it was quite awful to recall,haha... but usually i would feel a sense of relief after any quiz, but nt dis time, mayb dis vik clerkship is in d psychiatric ward, 6th vik of clinical clerkship, seen 2 many thgs many ppl.
aftr quiz, v had2walk 2 d ward, along d way, they a family i thk gather around the coridor, all cry',man & woman....tears r falling from their eyes...i thk sthg bad must has been happened to this family, but i hope they vil stay strong after d rain, live happily, cont life 4 the loved one dat they had lost..life must goes on, dont stop moving~b strong...

mad

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

so sick

i'dis is d 4th day dat i'm sick...it began vf sore throats, then dry cough, & now productive cough~ it's veli suffer'2 b sick, i cough from time to time, even when i'm eat' o drk' ~ aih~ hope dat i can get well soon, it's rainy days here again & no hot water supply 4 us to tk bath, dis is so ~ duno hw 2 say~ i jz gt over it again & again~cough cough~yaiks~hehe~ fighting for nxt vik 2 small tests.......gd day~

can i do it?是我不能如歌词中的坚强，还是你真的做不到？

试着让身边很吵闹好好想念你的怀抱
某一秒我竟微笑体会你扬起的嘴角悲伤的呼唤
也许在跟自己比较让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少然而你还是最美好要让你知道
做得到不管相爱总会有一些低潮我爱你就应该对你越来越好
现在只想忽然把你抱得高高看着你笑我也笑别自寻烦恼
做得到你说再苦也要跟我直到老我说的每一个承诺会说到做到
感谢你坚强勇敢让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到
也许在跟自己比较让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少然而你还是最美好要让你知道做得到不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你就应该对你越来越好现在只想忽然把你抱得高高看着你笑我也笑别自寻烦恼
做得到你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的每一个承诺会说到做到感谢你坚强勇敢让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得到原谅我内心交战让你好难过我能给你的爱没有做不到

i miss...

i miss u, i miss my home & family so much~ my fren post a personal msg in msn saying that izit when v r far away from home, then v oni realise how important is our family to us? well, 4me, im nt dat kind of person. i mis my family even when im spending time with them. touchwood, v duno wat vil happen then, therefore i choose 2 appreciate everythg dat i hv in life. i rmb a song by Ronan Keating " if tmr nvr cm~would she know how much i love her~" jz do wat u thk is right & good 4 urself~& of coz nt harmful 4 u & others....appreciate every moment in ur life...

places~

this is a rough view of d streets near d central market, i found d McD, d Little Egypt etc etc.....d little house my parents bought it vf RM20, it was love at 1st sight, & cannot resist for not buying it, it's so adorable vf balcony & oso a small car on it....

Explore Kelantan vf Parents!

this is d view of d centre of d central market hehe~my mom said dis could b her heaven if my hometown got this kind of market

BeST vikend i ever had!

i went to pick up my parents at 12sthg in d aftrn', d airport is cute&small, but is quite far from my place. 1st day v jz went to tesco & KB mall, but at nite, v had dinner at Chengmai restaurant,where they gv high grade2 those food being served. well, my parents r spicy food lover, it was an amazing meal 4 them haha!

on saturdy, v took cab to Central market, my mom start shopping since then, i saw a lot of new stuff, meet a lot ppl, bought a lot of thg.......dis is indeed a good xperience, v were like backpacker without backpack of coz, wandering around d streets, dis is so cool! i nvr knew i could hv dis kind of experince vf my parents,haha~

life isn't fair

dis vik, i went 2 pediatrics ward for our peds clerkship. this time i saw a diferen scene,diferen from other wards. last time, i went 2 a male ward, d patient all having their wife beside them, dis is indeed veli sweet bcoz....only ur other half of ur life vil accompany u thru bad & gd times. when nobody's there 4 u, at least they're d oni 1 u hv & u can depend on...

in peds ward, d patients hav their parents of course, accompany' them, take care of them....hold them in their arms& fall asleep 2gthr. i saw a grandfather who take k of his grandchild who is quite severely ill but still can move about, he'll talk vf his grandson~play vf him~i feel so sorry 4 dis boy being sick,in d other hand im hapi 4 him bcoz he has some 1 beside him, tk k of him & nvr abandone him. well, life isn't fair, but they all choose to get over it, 1 of d parent tell me..."ah...nasib..." then she cont 2 smile & chat vf others....but i know they r nt surrender'...they're all fighting hard2 live on, 2 move on ~ may all d patients, d babies, d children get well soon..

rainy days

dis is d 4th day d rain stil kp falling here....2 or 3 days continuosly well i still can accept, but dis d 4th day, isnt it better if u jz let d sun show uup 4 a while..well, jz a while vil do haha...i got my own umbrealla actualy, but i seldom use it, im nt sure wether i hate 2 use it o im jz simply lazy,haha...okok,im lazy..well there's jz low possibility dat i vil get wet, so y nid 2 tk out d umbrella open it, then nid 2 dry it & kp it bac then...wat a waste of time. well i know it's jz an excuse but i dun thk it'/s necessary 2 do so :p but there's less mosquitoes recently, since im oways d mosquitoes "attraction" , dis is gd 4 me
i guess i hv 2 cont doin my case report, i'll write bout my clerkship then, til then, i hope all d patient in d hosp get well soon!

Another Vik

sigh....i'm soooOOooo sleepy & tired right now...wish myself vil have a gd day ltr,fighting!