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last9 i went2 hav dinner vf my frens at nearby KFC. however, d workers there were not friendly at all, d way they treat us was totally diferen from treat' others.im nt goin2 comment more on dat. i wont go there anymore either. aftr dinner, v went 2 nearby shop houses2 take a look. v found 2 shops which sells books & stationery, however, bookshop here dun sell chinese magazine..sweat.....but jz a few english magazine. but i found sthg interesting in d shop. they sell d colour pencils dat v used2 hv when v were small, in kindergarden o primary school, those thgs realy brought bac a lot of memory, i used hv a big box of them, i thk it consist of 32colours more o less. i like d contrast of all d colours, like if red,it oso includes pink, darker pink, light pink, dark red, light red, so cool, dat's how v use 2 colour our drawing when v were small.

have u ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so muchIt makes you cryHave you ever needed something so badYou can't sleep at nightHave you ever tried to find the wordsBut they don't come out rightHave you ever, have you everHave you ever been in loveBeen in love so badYou'd do anything to make them understandHave you ever had someone steal your heart awayYou'd give anything to make them feel the sameHave you ever searched for words to get you in their heartBut you don't know what to sayAnd you don't know where to starHave you ever found the oneYou've dreamed of all of your lifeYou'd do just about anything to look into their eyesHave you finally found the one you've given your heart toOnly to find that one won't give their heart to youHave you ever closed your eyes andDreamed that they were thereAnd all you can do is wait for the day when they will careWhat do I gotta do to get you in my arms babyWhat do I gotta say to get to your heartTo make you understand how I need you next to meGotta get you in my world'Cuz baby I can't sleep

surgical pharmacy and radiopahrmacy clerkship

sounds cool rite? but wat v did was jz go round ward vf doctor. dis vik i met a surgical doctor, he is realy smart, well in the sense of the knowledge & confident that he hv.
1 more thing, ysterday i saw d most precious smiling face i ever seen. this is d patient that our group incharge, his condition was bad previously, but his condition is under control now. d doctor told his family members that he can be discharged, his daughter smiled very happily. nthg worth more than health, as long as their father is healthy, they r happy.
2 more days 2 go for dis clerkship, vy hectic & busy, bear with it...i can do it!

Eager to FLy

im planning for a trip again~hope dis time i realy can make it. pray pray pray~

The End

Well i guess, it's d end of our story & my plan. vf dis post, i jz wana finalize everythg, i lost sthg in my life jz ystrday 2 mk myself hapi...but i nid time 4 it 2 happen, at d moment,i could oni pretend 2 b hapi. i realy did appreciate wat i had & wat i shared, but it's 2 hard4us when u cant get d thg even u know it's urs, it's like u own nthg....jz stimes occasionaly u know its importance when u nid it. actualy, i cant describe evrythg dat i had 4 d past few yrs...i'm hapi2 hv dat memory keep' in my mind. until then, i vil try2 b good & kind2 myself. d show must go on, i hv 2 move on.p/s: my trip is officialy canceled.

unKown

there are so many unknowns in life. i've planned 2 go travel after finish' my study life from univeristy, it's a big & memoriable step 4 me,so i guess that i hv 2 do somethg special b4 d graduation ceremony & start' my working life. many of my frens had oredy chosen d place they wana go & even booked d air ticket, accomodation etc. me?i plan 2 go Russia, my 1st step 2 europe country, it's like my dream cm true if i gt d chance2 step on dat land. but my plan jz nvr gone my way, nt as wat i planned, over & over again, i gv up on dis trip. there r 2 many thgs i nid 2 bother & concern about. it's not like i wana go,i can go,i vil go....mine is nt dat easy. after few twist & turn, i stil dun hv d conclusion, nobody can gv me d answer, can i go?hw can i go?when shud i go? so many unknownss, stimes i jz feel tired2 thk about all those thg, i wana mk my life simple, if dis way is nt mine,i'll tk another route, dat's it.....i guess there's a big & huge possibility that i hv 2 postpone my "dream-come-true"....for better or worse , im prepared.

uSual Weekly day out vf frens

As usual, every vikend me & my frens vil go out from d horrible boring campus 2 hang out. dis time i got a "mission"---> which is 2 buy a printer. me & 1 rmate share & bought hp inkjet printer 2560, vf jz RM108! finally v hv our own printer & v dun hv 2 beg 4 others 4 printing~bcoz v knw it's hard4 them 2 say "no" 2u.after dat, v head2 a Thai Food Restaurant which is quite famous in dis area--ChengMai, d food was quite nice, but d oni bad side of dat place is there r 4-5 stray dogs wandering around 4 food & shelter..1 of my fren shout whenever they r approaching, coz she's sked of dog,haha, 3 dishes vf 1 seafood tomyam soup-->cost oni RM59! v had a "great" time finding d place vf lots of wrong turn, but lastly v could enjoy d delicious meal,it's all worth while..

Long time no see,hi "me"!

yep, me,myself..i've created this blogspot account for erm...i thk 1 or 2 yrs ago,but i nvr ever visited my own "space"....now i nid some place 4 me 2 count on,i only realise that i had a blog...now i HAVE my own blog,i'll try 2 mk blog' my long lasting interest& habit. i oways put d blame on my horoscope-Gemini- if u know dis well, i'm a person vf 2 personalities,stimes more...hehe^^ anyway,i knw nt vy much ppl vil read my blog,but dis is a place4 me 2 count on....